Jonathan Tsou's Blog

Today i went to home depot to buy some blinds for the house. My old blinds are old and really dirty. They are black in color which makes the house look really dark and old. So my grandma and i went to home depot to check out some blinds. we didnt buy them first because we forgot to measure the height. We only measured the width. Since it was noon alredi we just drove to rowland heights to get some pho’. It was a long drive to the pho. On our way back we went to get drinking water since it was out. Then we went home brought grandma to The Social Security place to change his adress. He didnt receive his statements in a long time. It came out the it was always send to chino hills but not our house. after waiting for like some 15 people for the SS we went to home depot again to grab the blinds. it was easy to install but just takes a lot of hard work. It’s hard to screw the screws into the wall. once the blind cradle is mounted, all we have to do in just place the blind in the cradle. XD very productive day.

There is a lot of times i feel like i am alone. I have friends but none of them really understand me except for like my 2 best friends thanakrit and gabriel. I never share a lot of my thoughts with other people idk why.

On facebook a lot of people are doing fun things like hiking, going to the mountains to ride ATVs etc. and i get to stay at home stare at my computer. i want to go out and see the world too. im american but i dont seem to noe america anymore. I came back to this beautiful land to explore it not to just sit at home, go to school and sleep. this is bs. My grandparents dont even take me anywhere. They wont leave a circumference of like 5 miles. theres nothing within 5 miles. everytime i take them to a new restaurant they  think its bad so we keep on eating the same pho and im sick of it already. i almost threw up last weekend when i ate it. I dont noe.i feel  helpless. this is not a life that i want.  sigh…